10 Weeks & Betting On A Girl

Our last appointment with the gyne last Thursday went well, although the hematoma is still percent at a very much the same size as the previous week, she said it might be something that will stay throughout my pregnancy.  I still have to be cautious at all times but since bleeding did not occur anymore and the baby is growing and developing as it should, she said that it was not necessary to come back next week but to wait for our next appointment with our own gyne which is in two weeks.

So we drove back home and I realized that two weeks is actually a long wait for me not to see our baby. Panicked, I told my fiance that I will call for an appointment again. Doctors know better, he said. I am not really convinced but at this point, somehow I think he's right.  So here I am trying to count down days again.

Girl or boy?
Both my boys and I prefer to have a baby girl and I have this strong feeling everyday that I am having one! Is it maybe because I really want it badly? Hmm, perhaps. But here's something about me, I never really consider myself beautiful nor womanly-like. My fiance told me countless times that I am and that of course gives me a good feeling but not too the extent of me actually believing that I am pretty our beautiful, until now.  I am loving my long hair and the fact that it is black (I used to color it brown) doesn't bother me anymore and nor does my tiny Asian flat nose (lol).

Betting on a girl?