Today is the fourth day past our 5 day old frozen embryo transfer.
Yesterday, although it was just our third day, I couldn't help myself but test. Although I knew that it will not show a second pink line (it's negative).
My stomach's still bloated and feels heavy. I don't have any signs as if I will get my monthly period.
I installed the app baby center to follow my "weekly pregnancy". Honestly I am really scared of false hope again. I can only wish so much but the fear of getting that negative hptest is stronger than anything else. Why would this time be any different than the last cycles?
The doctor sounded really positive about it though and we have been guided and treated really well by our fertility clinic than our previous. They showed some sense of pride in their work, treating us seriously and gave answers to our unanswered questions. Still, why should it work this time?
Perhaps because some baby dusts have been sprinkled on us by the holy Mary of Banneux where my fiance took me shortly after transfer?
I am trying hard to be hopeful. If there is some sort of a miracle, let it be this and grant us our hearts' desires
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